May 2011
11 posts
I'm sad
And it’s not even a normal sad either. It makes me want to stay home forever and die kind of sad. Everything seems to bring me down lower and I can’t really see myself getting better anymore. I think I’m seriously ill as of this point. My life is unraveling and I’ve come to realize that behind all the bullshit friends and meaningless minutes, it’s nothing. It’s...
May 29th
SPEAK HONEY. TALK. SAY SOMETHING.
DON’T JUST GLARE AT ME AND HATE ME INSIDE. YOU HAVE A VOICE YOU DUMB LITTLE IDIOT. USE IT. 
May 19th
Only this time, I can't smile and play along....
May 15th
May 15th
407 notes
I feel so ugly and unwanted..
May 15th
C
I can’t really explain why I get so annoyed sometimes. I really think that there are times when I want to shake you and make you realize how stupid you’re being. In fact, I hate almost everything you say. It’s either self deprecating, hypocritical, or doubtful. What a drag. I can’t really laugh anymore. But yet, I still love you to the fullest and I really wish the best for...
May 15th
I’m going to miss Swan Lake. But truth be told, the atmosphere to the senior grade has changed a lot. Good or bad, I don’t know. But it has been, very much so, a great journey! I might’ve cried more during QT because I didn’t believe in the words I was praying or because I really wanted to feel sincere and grateful. I said things like, “thank you for this amazing...
May 15th
May 13th
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Matthew Kim says
http://www.spirituallyled.com/2010/07/is-church-too-dignified-for-the-presence-of-god/ sounds a heck of a lot like the church i see on a weekly basis. Then don’t come anymore. 
May 13th
I want to be thin. Like stick skinny :(
May 13th
Wednesday Morning
It’s Wednesday Morning and I don’t wanna go to schoooool!  Sighh.
May 11th