It’s on nights like this when I don’t know what to do with myself. Yes, I just want to be a room and just forget everything. Why bother, you know?
Smoke and breathe in something of the past right? Ha.. You know me, always playing the depressed girl every time a relationship ends. That no matter how much I want to forget at the moment, things won’t pass. I couldn’t pray today without thinking about it. I couldn’t pray yesterday without thinking about it. Makes me scared. Am I that attached? God forbid.
Tonight was a blessing and may my heart never forget it. JoongBu is different. And I learned that Lord, only You can heal the broken, pick us up from our pieces and use us despite it all. Lord, only You can be the one things in our lives that’ll never fail. Friends, family, time, money, knowledge, boyfriends, Whatever it may be. We know that nothing is perfect here. But God, You are. And I am Yours.
Now renew this heart for You so that I may rejoice in You once again, Lord.
Take me to the place, where I can see You face to face. And all I wanna do is worship You.
