Disappointed
I’m tired of trying to cater to you all the time. When I’m down, what do you ever do for me? I know it’s not good for me to expect something from a friendship but.. it feels so one sided. Is that selfish of me? Most of the time, all I look for is a friend to make me smile. Not someone to wallow in sorrow with me. Or even someone to drag me down with them. And yet, you pull these stunts that make me feel like such a bad friend and that force me to feel guilty like it’s my fault you’re like this. I tried to understand, but these days, you won’t even let me anymore.
When I live my life, you silently disapprove. Even worse, you talk behind my back. I’d respect you so much more if you were to just tell me what I’m doing wrong. I hate liars. Especially if they’re lying to your face and then complaining when you’re not looking. I’m sorry I disappointed you.. but I’m not here to please you.
